Wow

August 2, 2007

I sit here and write on the computer with Limp Bizkit, Break Stuff playing on repete in the background. This is a great day. Almost all I can think right now is just that, wow. I guess I feel I have learned a lot about myself this summer. They always say that you learn a ton about yourself one part of your life, and I feel that I'm learning more and more about myself every day. I come to realizations about myself that is just out of this world. I guess I wrote most of what I was feeling in my actual journal when I wrote for 20 minutes at 4 in the morning. I skipped work this morning, that was kind of a mistake, but at the same time I'm not sure that I know what I want right now and today I wanted to kind of figure out what I'm doing with myself, skipping work was not like me. My thoughts are so random right now and I dont know where to begin or end on any of them. I feel decent some days then I get around other people and then feel like I dont even think I can write any more right now.